forever till forever meets no end

Thursday, August 02, 2007 @7:53 PM

something darling angie said to me during competition period suddenly surfaced in my mind.
this is what she said " christine you are like a big baby lah. train so hard, don't know how to take care of yourself." haha ok that was random. i don't know why it suddenly occured to me.

my auntie is in labour now. she still refused to tell any of us whether it was a girl or boy.

xiao min asked me today why my face was so grey.
i don't know why either frankly. i was just thinking about all the recent happenings which inevitably make my face black. i can't exactly say i'm perfectly happy at the moment. all the horribly shity stuff that is happening is totally enough to murder me. and there's nothing i can do to help at all.

~~i wrote a bloody long letter last night. it somehow doesn't seem to have helped at all. somehow we don't seem as close as before.~~

please tell me this term is going to be better than the past 2. the past half a year have been almost hell.

training now is getting crazy. but after it all, it gives me the sense of satisfaction that we actually survived it all. ;) and chelsea and cheryl were being so funny. running to and fro to wait at the walk way and green benches.

~~its incredible, the way things can actually work themselves out eventually.~~